Heartbroken

2009-06-19T09:22:00.000-07:00

i've finally turned 19!

haha..

celebrated de bdae wit de family at div's place..

since it was mum's bdae de next day, we shared de cake cutting session!

love my bdae gift!

mum's bdae gift was pretty cool too.

played lots of games..ate truckloads of food..took even more pics!

was super duper fun!

i miss my cuzzies!...:)

2009-05-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

"Cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door.
so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
thought i knew for a minute, but i don't anymore
and i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
and you flashback to when he said, forever and always"

2009-04-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

well..let's see..
i got dumped by my bf..
"therapy" session with AL, Z and A went well.
love the fact tt these guys are always ard for me.
met some of the clan for dinner yst..
called them at 2..n met them at 5..lol
somehow..we're totally into spontaneous meetings!
Z culdn't make it..which was a total waste!
S, J, AL, A, W and me had pizza! AS USUAL!
haha.
A was complaining abt the stupid service..
her chicken took one whole fuckin hour to arrive!
goodness.
AL was being an ass the whole time..nth new there.
they're all tryna get me and S together!!
aiyoooo!
S and i are FRIENDS.period.
ZZ, de cuckoo lazy ass of a girl...met us at ard 7
reli miss tt bitch man....haizzz
wish we had more time to chat..
but, as we all know, i have a fuckin curfew.
crap.

2009-03-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

haha..
ok ok..
i knw it has been quite some time since i last blogged...
fuckin lazy sia!!!
hahaha...
so anyways..
march is comin to an end..
has been an eventful month la...
went to climb some tree top thingy with de cousins...
during the 1st week of march...

was kinda fun...n kinda high tooo...WOOO!!

the cousins came over during the 2nd week of march..went bowling at WC Recreation!!
haha..it was fun..went to WC hawker centre for dinner...WEEEE!!

attended a wedding on sat...de bride is a friend of the family..saw truckloads of familiar faces!

2009-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

thaipusam was fun...
16 fam members, includin myself...
we stood at a certain area...opp plaza sing...
n din move from there...for solid 3 hours!
haha...
satheeshh kept runnin ard, taking free food for all of us..
hahaha...cute stuff...
saw loads of familiar faces..
saw some of the RP brothers!
hahaha...
family friends...
so yea...
was hopin to see ramu...but...he stayed at de temple...
divya was happily takin abt de cute guy tt she saw..
n de twins were droolin over pretty indian girls!
hahaha...fun fun...

de morning of valentines day was bad.

ramu gave me a big card...(which was super SWEEEEETTT!!!)

he stayed up till 6 in the morn...

making this super big card for me..

n i cried at his place..cos i knew i couldn't bring it back home...

haiz...:(
if tt wasn't bad enough....

we were s'pose to go to palawan beach with simon n shirin...

but shirin had msged ramu in the mornin..

saying tt simon said he had "food poisoning"...n can't make it!

ARGGHH!

so..after much talkin..n convincing...

they came over to ramu's place..

den we found out..tt simon din have food poisoning..

he has havin a freakin HANGOVER!!!

too much to drink the night before.

cuckoo simon!

v day improved tremendously after tt la...

went to palawan....chilled...

swam for an hour...

had a sandball fight..

hahaha..

ramu threw a sandball tt hit me right on the BUTT!

idiot!

hahaha...

after we were done showering n all..

decided to go to WC hawker centre for dinner..

we were STARVING!!

dinner was awesome...

reached home at 9.15..

so dad was kinda pissed..

ah well...watever.

2009-01-25T06:31:00.000-08:00

haha..
the last week of skl was super BLEAHH!!
de only day tt was happening was on wednesday!!
haha..
my wonderful faci, Grace, started class at 8.50..
n ended class at 9.30!
hahaha..
she ordered pizza and KFC for de whole class..
fuyooo!!
free food always taste so much beta!!
hahaha...
we bought her a tee from LEVI'S...
haha..she loved it!!..
YAY!

haha..
(can u see ramu in the background??..he's not even in my class la!!)
anyways, ramu's faci was not as cool as mine..
haha..after skl, he had soccer pratice.
so i decided to visit ibu!
hahaha..
but ibu said she was going out..
so i called jee, ahmad, zach and wid..
hahaha..
zach was not free...n wid was too lazy to meet us..
so after meetin jee..we went to chill at wid's place..
ahmad joined us later...
he brought his super ex camera...
so we bullied him n took lots of pics..
azy joined us after tt...
played truth or dare...
azy's dare was lyk..WOOOOOOOO!!!
hahaha..
if only zach was there to see it......................
*winks at azy*
had dinner with ahmad n jee...
they sent me back home..
such sweet bros!
LOL!

note to zach:
u can get pics and vids of azy's dare from ahmad n jee..hehe.

2009-01-18T01:49:00.000-08:00

haha..
has been awhile since i blogged..
new yr party at WC park was a blast!
haha..
had loads of fun!

yr 2 is gonna end soon..
haiz haiz...
yr 3 is gonna be hell..
eww..i dun like.

karthig took out the screws n plates in his leg..
most prolly gonna start playin soccer again.
ramu is busy studyin n playin soccer..
n tryna dazzle all the girls he know!
cuckoo!
hahahaha..

azy is ATTACHED!!
muhahahaha...
yan is cool.
azy is totally INTO him...
HAHAHA!!

azy n i made new friends!
some random indian guys in skl..
hahaha..
played taboo with them..
funny ppl..
azy has a thing for one of them now.
bleahhhh....lol..

bought a new phone!!!
weeeeee..
like finally!
n i'm in lurveeee with it!
haha..

oh!!...it's de 18th today!
hahaha..
happy 14th monthsary ramuuuu!!
WOOT!

2008-12-18T08:00:00.000-08:00

walked ard..

saw the dress..

liked it...

tried it..

wanted to buy it...

knew that mum would be cool wit it..

reli wanted to buy it...

thought abt dad...

started to hesitate...

thought abt what he would say...

still wanted to buy it...

thought abt how he may actually throw the dress away..

decided not to buy it..

took a pic of it to remind myself tt life sucks...

it reli does...haiz...

it seriously sucks to be born as an indian girl..

or maybe it jus sucks to be born as an indian girl in dis family..

can't be out after 8:30...

can't wear wat i wanna wear..

everything has to go thru some form of "security check"..

if i wanna go out..it's like some interrogation...

i have to give very specific details abt every single thing!

if i wanna buy something, i have to think abt what my parents would say n react..

i always end up choosin clothes according to what they think i should wear...

how abt what i want?!

for once i jus wanna be able to buy a skirt or a dress without having to think abt everything other den myself...

ok..maybe the stayin out late thingy...kinda acceptable la..

they're jus lookin out for me..

but to give restrictions on what i should wear?!

i'm not gonna dress up like some slut n walk the streets..

it's a long fuckin' dress for goodness sake..

n it doesn't have a low fuckin' neckline...

it's simple..it's sweet...

n it's for christmas!

ARGHH!!!

fucked up.

p.s: i still want that dress......

2008-11-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA..
the bf n i bought bubble tea from one of the foodcourts in skl..
he was happily drinkin his when he showed me tt his cover had his initial on it..
de next thing i know..he getting all excited n pointin at my cover..
n my cover...had my initial on it too!!!
i was lyk...ERMMM!!
hahhaha..
was kinda cool...but reli weird...freaky...uh-huh...hmmmm...

well..as u all know..
de bf is still as crazy as ever..
went shoppin with him yst..
cos i needed a new bag!..
haha..bought a couple of tops too..
gossiped abt some indian girl who couldn't stop starin at me..
god-knows-why...
annoying creatures.

happily watchin russell peters...in aini's mp4..
haha..
it was ard this point of time..tt i received a phone call from some random number..
only to find out tt it was ramu...calling from nithya's phone..
he was in SCHOOL!!!
n he DIN BRING HIS PHONE!!
aiyooooooooooo...
he din wanna come to skl..but he tot i would be in skl..
hahaha..
cuckooooooo...

ok...dis was the day when i was freakin stressed up..
cos ramu din reply me...nor ans my calls...
i tried callin his cousin..tt fellow's phone..got problem!
so i thought that ramu was not plannin to come to skl..
so i decided not to go to skl either!
chilled with azy n aini in mac!
oh yea...azy rebonded her hair..
hahaha..
look so Japanese-fied!

went bowlin with the cousins on sunday..
even my mum joined in the fun!
hahaha..bowled at west coast recreation centre..
the classic moment was when satheeshh fell into the lane!
hahaha...
reminds me of how i fell when i was bowling with ahmad n azy...in chevrons..JANG!!
anyways, went to WC hawker centre for dinner
food was gd as usual!
started talkin abt being fit n all...
asked suthev to flex his muscles...haha.
n i was lyk..WOAHHH!!

we celebrated the twins bdae on the same day as the deepavali celebration!
they turned 14...
bloody hell..
they dun even look 14!
haha..
they're wearing the shirts that hemma, sivan n i bought for them from bugissss!
weeee...i like!

the final deepavali celebration at uncle's place..
haha..
was FUNNN!!
had a 50 mins dance floor thingy going on..
so yea..
even though something pierced my toe..
n i had to put a freakin plaster over it cos it din stop bleedin after my aunt digged de offensive thingy out..
yuck.

2008-11-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

well...
it's gonna be a bunch of random ramblings again....

ramu n i have been together for ONE YEAR!
i'm lyk...stunnned!
hahaha..
maybe cos i nvr expected anything much from my previous relationships..
being with ramu changed everythin i guess!
weeee...

i'm so sick of skl..
can't wait for it to end...
a few more weeks!..
ARRGGHHH!!
i have to endure...i MUST!!

there's some stupid CB bangla cock fellow..
who sits at the same place everyday..
n stares at my house..
tt is jus so effing freaky..
he insists on sitting there every single day..
giving some stupid indian actor pose..
talkin on the phone lyk as though he owns de whole fuckin place..
n lookin at my kitchen window...for lyk..god knows how many hours!
KNN.

i'm gettin fat.
seriously.
cos of my stupid gastric prob, i have to eat ALOT!
makes me feel so goddamn bloated..
n fat.
ramu's gonna run away if i dun do somethin abt it ASAP!

i miss my sec skl friends..
every single one of them...
(maybe except azy la..cos i see her cuckoo face everyday)
hehehe..
but yea..
de thing is..my parents are being all curfew-ish on me..
dad feels tt i go with my friends too often...(huh?)
tt itself..is lyk...WTH??
so he says tt i can't go out n all..
i'm fuckin bored at home!!!
ARGGHH!!!
kill me.

2008-11-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

hey..

it's been a while since i blogged..

deepavali has been fun..

still have another hse to go to next sat..

anyways..dis weekend..i did loads of thinking...

took a trip down memory lane..

thought abt the issues in my life that made a difference..

1) First day of secondary school..ahmad was the first guy who spoke to me..he gave me the nickname "Vi"..n cracked way too many lame jokes..we have been close friends since den...

2) The day i saw sri..he was insultin his friend hari..our eyes met..hari introduced us..it was a day that i could nvr 4get..it was the day i fell in love...he was my 1st love...

3) The day my self-esteem reached minus zero..despite everythin sri said abt me, i reli loved him..tried my best to be his girl..but things din work out the way i wanted them to..

4) The day i realised that friends reli make a difference in life..when a certain group of people were against wid..n she had no one else to turn to..she was so affected by it..but she had me..that day was the start of a beautiful friendship with her.

5) The day when zahh, wid and i went out together...only to realise that the 3 of us were so different...yet alike in some way tt we couldn't understand..it was also the day that the 3 of us became inseparable..

6) The day when a certain group of people were against me...gave me the silent treatment..it hurt alot and i realised that i should not have trusted my friends so much..

7) The day when azy decided to speak to me..to encourage me to change..to be a beta person..Mcdonalds..manicure..n a hug..we became best friends soon after tt...(we saw ahmad n fuyu in mac..bleah!)

8) The day zahh, wid and i realised that we had a "thing" for the cheese prata shop in pasir panjang..there was a week that we went there to eat..every single day..we even knew the guys who worked there..by name!...haha..(their nicknames were way beta though!)

9) The day an asshole called jonathon decided to split the 3 of us up...he was successful to a certain extent..i still hate him for tt..it was during this period of time tt zach decided to get all racist on me..n i slapped him..do i regret it? maybe a little..but he stopped being racist towards me since tt day..so it was a gd thing i guess..lol..

10) The day i took my GCE O'levels english oral..zahh, wid n i were asked to describe something abt friends..after the oral was over..we realised that we had used each other as an example to give to the invigilator..it was amazing to know tt we all felt the same way abt each other and abt our relationship as friends.

11) The day i got over sri..the 5 years..was not easy for me..but i managed to get over it...somehow..

12) The day i started work in sentosa flowers 2007..i met the most happening bunch of ppl..despite the short period of time tt we worked together..we managed to create a bond..something tt surprised us all..something that has lasted till today..

13) The day i met ramu..he looked lyk a kuppai..some weird hairstyle thingy going on..way too many rings..n way too many piercings..i told myself..this fellow..cannot make it..haha..

14) The day ramu n i added each other on msn..and had lunch together..it was the day tt something changed..i realised that his hairstyle..his whole "look"..had nth to do with the person that he is...

15) The day that ramu fed me fries in mac..we were not att..i dunno y...but it felt lyk as though we have been att for quite some time aredi..it was jus so romantic..he made me feel special..

16) My first date with ramu...there was a point of time when we were sittin beside each other..n he rested his head on my lap...i took his cap off..n stroked his hair..but we were not att..i dunno la..hahaha..but it was nice..

17) The day when ramu decided to accompany me to clem..from woodlands..i was in a

mess..there was so many things going on in my life..i jus cried and spilled all my problems to him..he was there for me..he listened to everything i had to say..he gave me a shoulder to cry on...it was the day when i realised tt i liked him..n vice versa...

18) The day when ramu asked me to be his girl..it was like some dream comin true..he told me tt i would make a gd gf..n he wanted to be with me..all a girl ever wants..is a guy who wants her back...so i said yes..i have nvr been so sure of anythin in my life b4..i knew i was makin the right decision..that day changed my life..

well...here i am now...

from sec skl to poly..

from heartbroken to loved..

life has changed so much for me...

but despite everything, i know tt i have ramu, zahh, wid, azy, zach, ahmad and jeeva ard..

n with them ard..i have no fears..

love u guys..

2008-10-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

hahaha..
skipped skl on tuesday..
went out with azy n aini..
for some girls day out/major gf therapy thingy..
well, i'm jus glad they were there for me..
those few hours we spent taking crazy photos, watching mamma mia and acting lyk cuckoos...
made me feel muchhhh beta!
hahaha..
well..
went to TTS hospital with ramu today..
doc says that his thumb is gettin beta..
which is GD!!
anyways, it's 11.22pm now...
half an hour...n it will be our 11th monthsary..
WEEEEE!!
i'm a happy girl!

2008-09-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAMUUUUUU!!!

haha..

ramu's bdae was FUN!

hahaha..

had pizza for lunch...

watched house bunny..

tt movie is crazy man..

luv de dresses tt anna faris wore..

FUYOO!!!

i din realise tt one of the actresses in the movie was actually katherine mcphee...

LOL!

when she sang at the end of the movie, i was wondering how she could sing soooo well..

den de credits showed that it was katherine mcphee..

i was lyk...JANG!!

hahahaha..

ramu was s'pose to meet his AMK brothers ard 7 plus..

but he decided to send me to clem..den meet them later..

AWWWW..

so sweet!

hahaha..

P.S: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all!

2008-09-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

well..de poor bf fractured his thumb..

some asshole ran pass his thumb..while they were playing soccer..

idiot.

he went for a check-up today..

n de doc said that they have to do an operation!

i'm lyk totally freakin out!!

we were jus expecting lyk..a cast or something..

n suddenly de doc says that even though it's a hairline fracture, it's still bad..

n they need to operate on it.

they said his thumb would recover in 4-6 weeks..but now..need to operate!

ARGHH!!!!

2008-09-07T17:57:00.000-07:00

Name of 20 people you can think of now.

1. Ramu
2. Ahmad
3. Zach
4. Azy
5. Jeeva
6. Widuri
7. Zahh
8. Shiva
9. Ruban
10. Satheesh
11. Sivan
12. Divya
13. Hemma
14. Subash
15. Suthev
16. Kumaran (RP)
17. Poornima
18. Yanlin
19. Andrew
20. Darren

How did you meet 14?
- hahaha..he's my cousin..

What would you do if you never met 1?
- wuldn't have understood true love...che che!!

What if 9 and 20 date each other?
- nope nope..too gay..

Will 6 and 17 date?
- nopeeee..

Describe 3!
- sings well..loves to have sex..always drinkin..

Is 8 attractive?
- hahaha..most of the indian girls in newtown think so...

Describe 7!
- haha..pretty..cool..ahmad would love to date her..but tt will only happen in his dreams! hahahaha...

Do you know any of 12's family members?
- haha..yea..i'm of the family members...

What at if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you?
- haha..i know she likes me...

What language does 15 speak?
- english most of the time...his tamil cannot make it la..

Who's going out with 9?
- haha..i have no idea...

How old is 16?
- uhhhh...20 i think...jangg!

When did u last speak to 13?
- a few weeks ago i think..

Who is 2's favourite singer?
- definitely not himself!...i dunno if he has a fav singer..he jus likes to sing all de boy band songs!

Would you ever date 4?
- dun want!...she's too bitchy!

Will you ever date 1?
- i'm in luvvv with ramuuuuuuu!!!

Is 19 single?
- i dunnoo..it's been a while since i spoke to him..

What is 10's last name?
- hahahahaa...RAMASAMY!!!

Where does 6 live?
- clementi west street one!

What is your favourite thing about 5?
- he's always there for me..

Have you seen 2 naked?
- eewww...i saw him half naked..when we were in palawan beach..i wanted to puke already!!..fully naked is so out of the qns!

2008-09-02T04:49:00.000-07:00

u know...
sometimes i reli wish tt i was pretty/beautiful/cute...
or had a more vibrant personality...a beta character...
at least i wun have to worry abt my bf finding some other girl more attractive.
he has lots of friends..n when they meet up...they bring their friends along..
so he gets to know lots of new ppl..
or should i say....lots of new girls..
yea yea..i mean..i know...looks are only skin deep n all..
but looks do play a part...a big part.....
lyk sri said..."if u were pretty, i would have dated u"
HA!
but anyways...dis is not abt sri n me..
i mean...ramu n i r serious abt each other...
but there's always tt naggin feeling...
de fear tt i may lose him to some1 with beta looks n character.
i have to face the fact that there are truckloads of reli pretty indian girls out there..
n some of the girls tt he know..r lyk..reli pretty..
he always have girls...tellin him how much they lyk his hair...his style..
it's not tt i'm jealous...i'm jus worried...
i dun have guys wantin to get to know me...let alone good-lookin guys..
i dunno..
maybe i'm jus being paranoid la....
i mean..i trust him n all...
but how long does it take for an att guy to have a thing for some other girl...??
especially if the girl shows interest in him..
if de girl lives ard his area..
if the girl doesn't club/drink/smoke..
if he thinks de girl is gf material..
if he n de girl look into each others eyes for longer den a second during a dinner..
if he thinks de girl is cute...
haiz...lots of what ifs....
i dun lyk de word if.
period.

2008-09-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

well....
the 3 days spent in sivan's house was reli funnn!!
hahaha...
on the 27th, met ramu..watched 4bia..
den went to sivan's place at ard 8..
on the 28th, went for the event thingy at bishan park..
wit de BF!
weeee...
met him at 6.45 sia..
had to wake up at 5...damn tired siaa..
de event was lyk...crap!
hahaha..
it rained..so all de activities were lyk..DEAD!
so ramu n i decided to jus leave de whole event thingy...
we ate breakfast and went to amk hub to chill...
watched the clone wars!
hahaha..
ramu n i expected it to be...reli bad...or boring..or something lyk tt..
but the movie/cartoon...was reli gd!
hahaa..we enjoyed it!

it was gaya3's bdae de next day...
so sivan n i bought some materials needed to make her a card.
had fun choosing the stuff..
sivan printed photos..while i browsed thru books..
haha..
bought a few for mum..
sivan n i met ramu for supper..lyk ard 10 plus..at prata house!
haha..
i mistook him for a gurl sia..haha..
cos he din tie up his hair..
n he was wearin dis white hair band...HAHA!!
damn funny la...was glad to meet him though..heh..
anyways, sivan n i were up till 2 plus...makin de card...hahaha...
tired tired...
woke up at 6 plus..
met jee, sebas, lee jing and daphne in clem n went back to newtown..
met a few teachers...chilled with some juniors..
the guys wanted to play soccer..so they left skl..to meet sat and ahmad...
i went to met ramu! hahaha..
we were happily walking ard amk..
eating ALOT!!
hahaha..
went back home on morning of the 30th!
hahaha..fun fun..

TODAY!!
hahaha..
met de bf..
well..actually divya was s'pose to meet the both of us...
but as usual...she was out of luck..
hahahaha!
wanted to have chocolate fondue from swensons..at J8..
but the bf had a dinner to attend..his friend's bdae..
so we decided to chill in the amk area...
went to hub..watched the hunting party...
de movie..ok only la..quite draggy..
hahaha..
jang jang!
long post..heh.

2008-08-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

was cool.

was crap.

i'm jus soooooo freakin lazy blog la.....

but i shall try to do so...jang jang..

kumi has bad fashion sense.

sivan has a super makeup-friendly face.

i officially like puttin makeup for her.

divya can't even send a few photos properly.

hemma is happily chattin with dolphins and monkeys.

the twins are busy gettin to know more girls..

my bro is still mad.

sat is still cute.

ramu is still my bf.

the holz are still on...

skl is gonna start soon.

now i'm sleepy.

Zzzzzz.....

2008-08-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

hahaha..
well...had a national day celebration in uncle's hse...
everyone...ok...no...MOST of us were in red..
lol..
bought rojak and satay from west coast...
dinner was reli gd!
hahah..
but i was SICK!
so i slept de night awayyyy...
wat a waste!
hahaha..
but it's ok..we have another gathering tmr..
celebrating sivaji sithappa and bala mama's bdaes!
weee!!

anyways, went to sentosa with the bf today!
ahahaha..palawan beach!
hahah...my fav!!
was sooo fun!
saw aini, sheeda and their classmates..
they were lyk shoutin n wavin at us...
ramu n i were lyk..wonderin who de hell they were..
i only knew they were our friends when aini ran towards me..
hahaha..
ramu made sand balls and threw them at meeee!
pain siaa!
basket!
chilled in palawan beach till 5...
ramu 4got to bring soap laaaa..
stress stress!!
had to shower in shampoo!
ahaha..
went to west coast to makan..
ramu's hooked to mutton chop!
haha..
n one plate is nvr enough for him la!! hehehe...

2008-08-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

"I wait for you, anxious to see your face.

I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival.

I finally see you, i take a second look to make sure you're really there.

My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for.

You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late."

I say, "No problem."

But I think to myself, "I'd have waited forever."

- Jordan Jones

2008-08-06T20:20:00.000-07:00

well..watched the mummy with de bf on monday...
it was ok only la...
i din like the lady tt they chose to act with brendan fraser...
she doesn't suit the whole mummy thingy..
but i would say i expected more from the movie..
i was actually bored during some parts of the movie...kinda draggyyy
so yea.....

tuesday was amazing!
ahaha..
since selvakumar simon a.k.a SS, was my faci..
class was jus super fun...
during the 1st break, the few of us went to the foodcourt to eat..
SS was tellin us about his gangster-fied brother..
haha..
chilled in class..
2nd break..we walked to civic centre..
SS payed for our drinks at starbucks..WEEE!!
after tt, danesh gave me a ride on his bike..ard CWP!!
OMG!!
it was sooooo bloody FUN!!!
danesh expected me to be scared, cos it was my first time on a bike..
but i LOVED it!
i was happily screamin in excitement..
fuyoooo!!
i told ramu to get his bike license!
ASAP!!
hahahah..
oh mannn...
i think i'm startin to have a thing for bikes....:)

P.S: Ramu thinks my dad should open a waffle shop, call it Pannir's Waffle and sell things like chicken curry waffle, mysore mutton waffle....DOTSSSSSSSSSS!!

2008-07-26T20:06:00.000-07:00

“Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart.”

2008-07-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

haha..
watched weddin daze today..
haha..
yes sivan, ANOTHER MOVIE!!
hahahaha..
i think de movie was interesting laaa..
ramu definitely enjoyed it..
cos isla fisher is bloody cute!!
hahaha..
i think it's her facial expressions..
n de things she does..
cute cute..
hahahahaha..
i'm definitely startin to luv AMK!
hahahaha..
not only bcos of ramu..
but..now..i jus have dis "thing" for amk hub!
hahahahaha...

2008-07-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

this is A. Jolie's daughter!!! shiloh pitt!
look at her LIPS!!!
it's exactly lyk her mum!
hahah..
bloody cute la!

anyways, HEMMA called me a few mins ago..
hahaha..
with fresh gossips!
hahaha..
tsk tsk!
we always seem to have loads of gossips to share!!
haha..
but den again....
gossips make de whole world go ROUND!!!

P.S: ok hemma, you have been mentioned..:)

2008-07-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

haha..
i jus realised that i have only been bloggin abt movies for the past few weeks!!
hahaha..
ok ok..
back to reality.

ahmad - M.I.A.
jee - OK OK.
zach - Happy to have changed his e-mail add.
azy - working
ruben - M.I.A
sat - M.I.A
jesh - M.I.A
shaha - M.I.A
zahh - working
wid - working
yanzi - plannin to kill someone
alvin - dead?

wait..i dun even know if ahmad is alive!
yup..i'm definitely losing my friends.
haha..
the list goes on and on.....
tsk tsk..
sivan sivan!
haha..
i know how you feel...:)
no worries la..
things will get beta...
i think..

anyways, interview with uncle went well..
i can so start on my PP.
yay.
sivan chilled in my hse after the interview...
fun, fun, FUN!
kumi was s'pose 2 come to my hse by 7...
but he came at 8 plus..
soooo late!!
i was starvin..
went to west coast hawker center for dinner..
yummy.
nth like west coast food.
*loves*

u can't expect me to not talk abt DE BF!
hahahah..
ramu n i were discussing abt my parents findin out abt us..
haha..
his parents would most prolly have to come over to my hse...
parent-to-parent discussion..
OMG la!
can't even imagine tt day.
ramu thinks i should wait until we reach our "anniversary"
which would be de 18th of Nov 2008!
aiyoo!!
stress la!
he also suggests that i tell my parents abt us...with SIVAN ard!!
haha...
note to sivan:
when tt day comes, plz stay de whole night or something..
hahaha..so tt i wun get my ass kicked!!
hahahaahahaha..
weee..

RANDOM RAMBLINGS BABY!

2008-07-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

watched the dark knight today!
hahaha..
weeeee!!
not too baddd..
heath ledger is insanely crazily cool in the movie!!!
OMGG!!!
he plays the joker..lyk reallyyy well!
i wanted to watch de movie..jus for him!!
hahaha..
ramu hates batman...but i luv the JOKER!!
hahaha..
such a waste tt he's not ard anymoreee...

2008-07-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

watched 21 today!
i think de guy looks like the fellow in C.S.I Miami!!
hot stuff again!
hahaha..
he's so bloody cute la..
haizzzzz...

2008-07-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

watched hancock with azy, vincent, hilmi and suffri today!
weee!!
happening siaaa!
cool cool..
i liked it!
will to the smith..is de hottest!
HOTT!
anyways, karthig's leg is getting better..
so yea..
tt's good..:)

2008-06-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

watched Wanted yst!
at amk hub!
hahaha..
with de bf..
WOOHOOO!!
de movie is COOL!
angelina jolie is HOTTT!!
i was lyk..WOAH!
hahaha..
interesting movie..
brad pitt is one lucky idiot la...seriously.
n her tattoos are cool..
makes me wanna get my butterfly tattoo..
but tt will nvr happen..
i can jus imagine ramu's reaction once i start talkin abt tattoos!
hahaha..
clubbin..indian shows and tattoos..are the FORBIDDEN TOPICS!
hahaha..:)
back to skl tmr...
project management!
bleahhhh...

2008-06-23T12:59:00.000-07:00

yay!! bf and i were late for skl today..
so we decided not to go for class..
lol..
walked to skl wit sri and shreya!
hahaha..
ramu was busy bullying de both of them..
basket sia!!
and shreya actually thought tt ramu permed his hair!!
hahahah!!!
chilled in skl for awhile..
decided to watch never back down at jurong..
movie was COOL!!
de guy looks a little lyk C.Ronaldo..
but i still think tt he looks way cuter la!!
his name is SEAN FARIS!!
isn't tt sexy?!?
ARGGHH!!

2008-06-18T23:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 7th MONTHSARY DEAR!!!

well well..
hahahaha..
life is GOOD!!
nvr beta actually..
my relationship has been amazing so far..
and i want this feelin to last 4eva!
haha..
che che..
i feel that ramu and i can actually sustain what we have...
lyk reli..
azy's anniversary is coming..
and i'm reli lookng forward to mine..
it's not abt having a record or something..
but i feel that achieving something lyk tt is not easy..
love itself is not easy..
there's just so much to think abt..sacrifices tt have to be made..
having the patience..controllin anger to prevent more problems..
it takes 2 hands to clap..it's not easy for the both of us..
but i feel that when we look past all the problems in a relationship..
we realise tt we do love each other..
much more den we thought we did..
it's tt love tt will keep us going on..
he always complains that i have low self-esteem and confidence..
but if there's one thing that i have truckloads of confidence in..
it would be our relationship..:)

"You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful every day..."

2008-06-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

attended an indian muslim wedding on sat..

was not too bad..

saw all the west coast makkals there..

most of them were askin my mum who i was..

cos they have not seen me in lyk 10 yrs.

which was quite sad!

hahaha..

food was ok..

indian guys there were ugly!

din reli wash eyes much!

muhahaha..

the family (well, most of it)...came over on sun!

haha..

to celebrate fathers day..

each family brought a food item..

when we combined everything...

FUYOOO!!

bloody nice la..

mutton..prawn..chicken...

weee!!

great food!

gossiped and bitched abt ppl..

typical!!

haha..

went down to play soccer..

de boys played against some malay fellows..

not too bad

i think they played reli well..

haha..

we were outnumbered and outsized..

but it's ok!

hahaha..

had a great day!

o yea..thx for the necklace hemma! haha..

2008-06-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by Xueli!!

01. At which age do you want to get married?

- hahaha...25..26-ish la..

02. Who is more important to you? Friends or Girl/Boyfriends?

- i need both my friends and my bf..

03. Who is/are the person/people that you trust most?

- my parents.

04. In a relationship, does how long you last with him/her matter?

- hmmm...not exactly..it's de love and trust tt reli matters!

05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?

- call 999! hahahaha...or maybe can call ramu la..

06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?

- yea yea..

07. What is your goal for this year?

- stayin sane.

08. Do you believe in eternity love?

- hahaha..yes yes..it's possible!

09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tries to commit suicide?

- aiyo!! no la..no one gets sooo heartbroken over me la!

10. What feeling do you love most?

- being loved by de bf!! heh!

11. If one day your boy/girlfriend and best friend quarrel, who will you side with?

- hahaha..my bf and best friend quarrel almost everytime they meet..im usually on the best friend's bf's side!! haha..GO RIZAL!!

12. Does having alot of bestfriends, really regard them as the real meaning of bestfriends?

- ehhh..i only have one..so i have no worries!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

- haha..most most!

14. Do you like to hang out with friends?

- hahaha...i LOVE to hang out with them!

15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?

- family, friends and my bf!

16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boy/girlfriend(been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?

- my mum..cos she's scared of deep waters...my bf is a tough guy la..no worries!

17. If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?

- ask him WHY!

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

- de time when de bf asked me to be his gal...HAIZZ!!

19. Have you felt the true meaning of love?

- feelin it now! hahaha...

20. List 3 qualities/features that your boy/girlfriend must have...

- dun nid 3 la...one is enough..must be a nice guy! wee!

2008-06-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha!!
watched kung fu panda with the bf!!
bloody funny la..
panda is such a cuckoo..
we were tryin to compare the characters in the movie..
wit the ppl we know..
haha..
hilarious!
i'm starting to have a thing for AMK Hub!
wee..
but today we nvr kena screenin from policeman sia..
wasted!
haha..
kinda fun actually!
de other time, when we got screened..
ramu n i were busy discussing wat movie we wanted to watch..
while the policeman was busy writing down our details..
hahahaha!!
fun fun!
my 1st time getting screened..cool!

2008-06-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly"

2008-06-04T23:47:00.000-07:00

well well..

haha..

we had a fun fun fun day out!

met the cuzzies for lunch..

walked ard vivo aimlessly..

kumi was busy mockin divya abt her mango top..

comparin it to her brains!

ahaha..

watched indiana jones..

not too bad la..

but the ending abit stupid la..

haha..

hemi, sivan, divi and i were complaining about it in the toilet..

haha..

took many many pics..

haha..

there were lyk couples ard..

tryna be romantic..lookin at de bloody merlion n all..

but we were creating so much havoc!

haha..

poor couples!

chilled at harbourfront for awhile..

ate mee goreng!

haiz..i luv mee goreng.......

hemi n divi went back..

and the rest of us came back to my house..

de bus ride home was hilarious..

with subash talkin..real loudly..abt his personal hygiene..

OMG la!

hahahaha...

they left my house ard 10 plus..lol..

overall...it was great!

2008-06-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

"Time can't erase a feeling this strong..."

2008-06-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

well...attended the wedding today morning..
freakin woke up at 5.30 in the morning..CB
bloody early la..
so damn sleepy..
anyways, sivan looked good!
she was wearin mum's red sari..
not bad man!
pretty pretty.. lol
hemma n i were in BLUE!!
hahaha...
so..sivan, deepa n i were lyk at the entrance..
sprinkling rose water for all the ppl attendin the wedding..
some ang moh fellow asked if he could take a pic of us..haha..

Ang moh: the groom is a very handsome man. the gal is very lucky to have him.
Us 3: yea.......*smiles*
Ang moh: if u dun mind, can i take a picture of u 3 beautiful ladies?
Us 3: yea sure...*sivan smiles so much that u can actually see the world*

(ang moh takes the pic, smiles at us and leaves..how nice..)

anyways, hemma n i had an amazingly happening conversation..
haha..
so fun..
we were just walkin ard..chatting..
gossiping...bitching..the usual!
muhahahahah...
so..we'll most prolly be watchin indiana jones on wed..
wit sivan, divya and the twins..
should be fun fun fun!
can't wait!
yay!

2008-05-23T18:31:00.000-07:00

DAVID COOK WON!!
WOOOHOOO!!
HE IS SOOOOO SEXYYY!!! haiz.....

Dear Sivan:
i hate to say, I TOLD YOU SO! heh.

2008-05-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

"Don't they know what it means
To be young and in love like that
Who are they to decide
If it's wrong, if it's right..."

2008-05-21T13:43:00.000-07:00

hey hey.
life has been pretty ok.
lots of confusion in de family.
dun reli know how to approach the problems..or solve them.
dun even know some parts of the "story"
seems like a never-ending problem la.
cannot make it man!

as i dig through my stupid wardrobe, i realise that i need more clothes.
but my salary $$ all...USED UP!!
crap crap!
parents dun let me work..
not enough cash to buy clothes la..
so annoying.
i dun understand why they dun let me work la.
it's not like as though i'm gonna work everyday or something..
i jus wanna work during weekends.
at least i earn some $$...
haiz...

on a totally different note, i miss the newtown and sens flowers makkals..
hope that i'll be able to meet them soon.
everytime we plan to go out, things jus dun seem to go according to plan.
stress stress!!
skl has been gd..
SHL people are the craziest!
so damn fun.
even if the lesson for the day is boring, i dun feel bored!
ahahah..
which is gd..if not for them..i would most prolly sleep in class la!
heh.

2008-05-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

WE WON!!!!
I LOVE MANCHESTER UNITED!!!
wooohooo!!
n i luv ryan giggs tooo!!!
haiz haiz..
ramu kena screwed up in skl today!
hahaha..
all de indian guys were like mocking him..
shouting at him n all..
was super embarassing..but hu cares?!
hahahaha..
sivan n i had fun screaming yst!
haha...
when giggs took de cup, i was lyk...YESSS!!!
one more la!
one more cup..liverpool and manu would be balanced out!
ONE FUCKING MORE!!
hhahahaha..
can't wait to kick liverpool's ass AGAIN!!
WOOT!!

2008-05-04T22:10:00.000-07:00

"From the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire in your sweet embrace
i swear i knew
i'm gonna love you forever."

2008-04-22T15:31:00.000-07:00

"I start each day perfect with seeing your face,
I end each day perfect with you in my embrace."

2008-04-19T16:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY DEAR!!

haha..yea yea..it was yst!
but i was sooo tired yst..
no energy to blog about my wonderful relationship..
haha..CHE CHE!!

anyways..the day was great!
jus spending quality time with the bf..:)
ahaha...
well..5 mnths aredi!
super fast man..
seems like it was just yst that we got attached!
5 mnths have passed and i still feel like the luckiest gal around!
haha..

Dear Ramu,
I jus wanted tell you how much i love you.
you mean so much to me and i can't seem to picture my life without you.
i mean..i know i'm always talking about how cute and good-looking my eyecandies are..
but they're not a special part of my life...lyk u are..
yea..we tend to fight n all..but what's a relationship without fights?
so boring!
hahahaha..
you are the best thing that has ever happened to me or will ever happen.
u wanted to know why i said "lucky" yst..
when u asked me how i felt abt us being together...
well..finding the right guy is not something that every gal can do...
but i know that i have found the right guy for me..
so..i think i'm lucky!! hahaha..
no...i KNOW i'm lucky..
it's as simple as that...lol..
rmb the tamil songs tt i was singing yst evening??
haha..
i know tt when i sang them...macam very indiana-fied la..
but i mean wat i sang!
hahaha..
usually..when we're in skl..
we meet b4 skl starts..durin the 2 breaks and after skl..
sometimes u wake up LATE!
so we can't meet at woodlands MRT station and walk to skl together..
these are the days that i feel kinda incomplete..
like something is lacking..
bcos i dun see u in the morning..it sucks!
hahah..
so dun be late ok?!
lol..
but i know u'll always be there for me..
i have absolutely no worries..:)

With Love,
Kavii

"When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes..."

2008-04-05T17:03:00.000-07:00

"Love is like a butterfly
As soft and gentle as a sigh
The multicolored moods of love are like its satin wings
Love makes your heart feel strange inside
It flutters like soft wings in flight

Love is like a butterfly, a rare and gentle thing
I feel it when you're with me
It happens when you kiss me
That rare and gentle feeling that i feel inside
Your touch is soft and gentle
Your kiss is warm and tender
Whenever i am with you, i think of butterflies."

2008-04-04T19:05:00.000-07:00

How to play??

1. put your music player on shuffle
2. press forward for each question
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even though it if doesn't make sense. no cheating.
4. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. tag 5 ppl.

how are you feeling today?
- So Confused -

~ yup...definitely feeling confused..over this whole elective thingy..RP stuff!!

will you get far in life?
- The Sweet Escape -

~ hahaha..let's hope it means tt i'll escape from living the average life! haha..

how do your friends see you?
- California Love -

~ hmmm...they'll love me wherever i go??? muhahaha...

will you get married?
- Listen -

~ hahaha..ok u listen to me ah! i will get married if i wanna get married. period.

what is your best friend's theme song?
- The Kill -

~ HAHA!! azy azy! yea..she's always busy tryin to kill ppl with her bitchy-ness!! BIATCH!!!

what is the story of your life?
- Candy Shop -

~ WOOT! haha..we shall ignore de way song goes n all...but i have many many SWEET ppl in my life..uh-huh...uh-huh....

what was high school like?
- London Bridge -

~ hahaha...hmmm..."how come everytime u come ard..my london london bridge wanna go down"...dun wanna talk abt it! haha..sad sad..

what's in store for this weekend?
- Loose Control -

~ hahaha...music makes me loose control man!! but i danced alot for sivan's bdae aredi..nvm..shall turn de music up and dance de night awayyy!!

how's your life going?
- Geek in the Pink -

~ "i don't care what you might think about me, you'll get by without me if you want "...as simple as that.

how can you get ahead in life?
- When I'm Gone -

~ HAHA!! interesting...so emo sia..nahh..not plannin to die anytime soon..heh

what's the best thing about your friends?
- Four Words to Choke Upon -

~ haha...hmmm...They'll Always Be There!! hahaha..tt's 4..lol..

what song will they play at your funeral?
- Cry Me A River -

~ hahaha..."told me you love me..why did u leave me all alone??"...awww..ramu will sing dis part of the song..hahaha...

how does the world see you?
- Honest Mistake -

~ hahaha...o dear! well...at least they're honest abt it...lol..

do people secretly lust after you?
- I Just Wanna Live -

~ hahaha..dunno..dun care..haha..jus wanna live my life..with my loved ones..muhahaha..

how can you make yourself happy?
- Beautiful Love -

~ haha..jus by thinkin abt the bf...hehehe..

what should you do with your life?
- Smile Like You Mean It -

~ hahaha..smiling...(:

what song would you strip to?
- Stick With U -

~ omg..bloody slow la...de guy confirm sleep sia...hahahahaha...

what does your mummy think of you?
- Tears Don't Fall -

~ hahaha!! she thinks i'm a strong person?? haha..god-knows...

what is your deep, dark secret?
- Sos -

~ haha..i'm dying inside!! bleahhh!!

what is your mortal enemy's theme song?
- My Humps -

~ HAHA!! oh la laaaa!!...think u can win me?...jus bcos u have bigger boobs?? hahahah..not in a million yrs man!!

what's your personality like?
- Ride for You -

~ che che!! haha..i'll always be on ur side..hahahahahah...

what song will be played at your wedding?
- Let's Get It Started -

~ hahahaha...ohh la laaa...macam can't wait to get married sia..hahah..keep rushin de priest...hahahaha...

I'M NOT TAGGIN ANYONE LA..SUPER TIME CONSUMING LA!!!! hahahaha..

2008-04-02T22:36:00.000-07:00

"You look into my eyes and lie those pretty lies"

2008-04-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

yea..ok..
it has been a long time since i blogged..
haha..
have been super busy with sivan's bdae preparation n all..
dance practices were great!
lots of fun and laughter..with reli good food too..
sithi always cooks us good food when we're ard..
haha..
so yea..
chalet was on 28th-30th..
went on de 28th itself..
not too bad la..
kumi..was there...de twins n fam were there...together with de pasir ris fam..
murali and sivan came later..
spent most of our time talking..dancing..slackin at de swimming pool..
de next day..went swimming in de morning..
put up the decors..
parents came at ard 4..
got ready for the party..
helped put make-up for sivan, hemma and divya..
haha..
party was not too bad..
dance was ok..
din enjoy de party as much as i expected myself to..
due to some ppl la..
SUPER WHATEVER-NESS!!
poor ramu..had to listen to all my complaints!!
haha..
left the chalet ard 9 plus…
went for a quick lunch with the family and slept the whole afternoon!
tired tired..Zzzz

2008-03-06T12:51:00.000-08:00

"That's the way love goes..."

2008-03-06T12:35:00.000-08:00

YAY!
finally!

de day that azy and i were waiting for!

met ramu..den met azy n rizal..

bought food..rented cds..

DHOOM AND DHOOM 2....AGAIN!!!

haha..

azy is NUTS!

went to azy's house..

ate..watched dhoom 1st..

wid joined us..

left azy's house..ard 5 plus..

went to vivo..starbucks!

bloody expensive la!

gossiped a little...ok..maybe not tt little..

LOL.

had fun talkin to wid..

filling her in with all de stories and events tt she missed..

fun fun..

went back to west coast for dinner..

mutton chop!

haha..

*loves*

had a great day! (:

2008-02-25T16:33:00.000-08:00

Kanaga's sadangu yst!!

hahaha..

fun fun..met some of the gals from primary skl...

spent most of our time talkin..
disturbing kanaga..hu looked super super PRETTY!!
her relatives were doing all the necessary religious stuff..

all she had to do was smile for the cameras!

haha..

poor gal..

she was starving la..

changed from one saree to another..

tsk tsk..

dinner was not too bad..

some of her guy friends appeared at ard 8 plus..

she introduced me to some...

hahaha..

ok la..friendly ppl...

heh..

2008-02-22T18:06:00.000-08:00

"Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak..."

2008-02-15T16:34:00.000-08:00

well..work has been gd..

met new friends!

found out tt a handful of ppl workin in sens flowers are from rp!

haha..

met this super cute malay guy..

he reminds me of idris..same cheeky smile..but he's not as crazy as idris..

or maybe..i jus dunno him well..

hahaha..

he gave me nasi lemak!! woohooo!!

so nice of him..

my sens flowers EYE CANDY!!

fuyoo!

anyways...v day yst!!

hahaha..

told de bf not to buy anything..

BUT!!

haha..

he got me flowers and this present..

haha..

told me tt i can't open the present..cuckoo!

haha..

went to marina square to watch ah long private limited..

super hilarious la..

cannot tahan..HAHA!!

went to makan at swensons after tt..

chicken baked rice!!!

FINALLY!!!

after such a long time..haha..

sticky chewy choco!!

after a long time also!!

yum yum!

o yea!

opened my present!

dis super duper lovely necklace..tt said, "LOVE"

awww..so sweet!!

hehe..

walked ard aimlessly for a while..

den went to amk to lepak..

yay!

haha..i lyk v day!

haha..

AZY AND AHMAD.

THEY ARE BOTH CUCKOOS.

FEEL LYK KILLING THEM.

NO COMMENTS AFTER THIS.

2008-01-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

hahaha!!
de soccer tournament last friday!
look at ramu GO!!
haha..
watched de tournament with vinod..
was busy encouraging de players i knew..
some i dunno..but they played well..so congrats!!
haha..
ramu was gd..as usual..
but they din go thru..they were champions once..
but cannot always win la!
must let others take their place as champions..
nanthini wore red n white..macam s'pore flag!
haha..
there was captain's ball competition going on..
so with nanthini and de girls from captain's ball ard, all de guys, ESPECIALLY MR RAMU, kena distracted..
ha!
nvr kena distracted by me u know..by some other girls only!!!
basket!
haha..no hard feelings la..
carmeni was there!
*AHEM AHEM*
haha..
overall..was a fun day!

2008-01-28T21:51:00.000-08:00

slacked at mac in the morning..
waited for ramu to arrive..
so late!!!
haha..
makan..wanted to buy jeans..
decided to go to bugis..
azy n rizal decided to pon skl..
they took more den half an hour to get their asses from rp to woodlands mrt station!!!
bloody hell!
took 960 to bugis..
de jeans there..quite ex la..
ramu suggested peninsula plaza..but lazy to go there sia!
azy n i bought tops!
yay!
went to ps after tt..
walked ard..
bought tix for 27 dresses..
azy n rizal watched it already..bleah!
azy bought 2 movies..
rizal de atm machine..poor boy!
hahaha...
27 dresses was NICE!!
i like :)

2008-01-18T22:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2nd MONTHSARY!!

hahaha...
bitch was buggin me AGAIN!!
so damn lazy to blog nowadays..
anyways..
de day has been great!!
skl was fun..
after skl, went to banquet with ramu, azy and rizal..
ate some chicken cutlet noodle thingy..
nice nice..
azy n rizal were busy driving each other up de wall!
rizal actually used a straw and dropped a droplet of barley drink on azy's head!!
omg!!
ramu couldn't believe it la!
he could not stop laughin either!
azy started complaining about needin to wash her hair n rizal spoiling some hair-washin plan for de week!
hahahah..
so...azy wanted to take de bus..rizal needed to take de train..
i was tellin her to take de train with rizal cos if she took de bus with ramu n i..
she'll feel lyk a bloody light bulb!
haha..
but she wanted to take de bus..
so de 3 of us were on the escalator down..
halfway azy stress!!
den she said, "NOW I FEEL LYK TAKIN THE TRAIN!!!"
so she called rizal..n took de escalator up!
bloody cuckoo la!!!
hahaha..
sentosa called!!!
guy told me to come for an interview on mon..
called me back 3 mins later..saying that he got scolded by carol..
bcos she said tt i have worked b4 n didn't nid to be interviewed!
haha..
job orientation on sat!
woohoo!!
sentosa, here i come!!! yay!!

2008-01-13T22:57:00.000-08:00

hey hey!
hahah..
de bitch kept on buggin me to update my blog..
idiot!
hahaha..
well...
had a class reunion yst!
lyk super finally!!
s'pose 2 meet de guys at clem mac..
de BF was soooooo late!
s'pose 2 meet at 1..tt cuckoo took de bus AT 1..
stress!!
after he finally arrived...azy, rizal, ramu n i went to meet zach, shareen and jee!
intro de bf to them..n we walked to pizza hut..
ordered..n waited for de other cuckoos to arrive..
ahmad joined us..with marla..
no comments on tt..
ruban came later..
azy got bullied by zach..
nth new there..but it was hilarious as usual..
ramu was laughin his ass off!
haha..
went to west coast recreation after tt..
bowling!!
satheesh joined us..
tt cuckoo has grown taller since de last time i saw him..
damn!
omg..such a long time since we all bowled together..
ramu had dis..omg-i-freakin-can't-bowl expression on..
hahaha...
started playin..
bloody funny la!!
sat was lyk super gd..we were all shocked!
haha..
ahmad was abit shaky in de beginnin..ruled de game later on..
jee n ramu were..hahaha...jus doing their thing..hahaha..
ramu kept on saying, "SCREW THE BALL LA! IF U GIVE ME SOCCER BALL, CONFIRM ALL THE PINS DOWN!!"
haha..
games ended at ard 5 plus..de boys wanted to play pool..
rizal, azy, ramu n i decided to watch a movie..
but when we went to jurong east, we all had a change of mind..
hahaha...
azy wanted to take neos..lyk all 4 of us..
ramu said..NO!!
hahaha..
i was abit worried abt de movie timing..confirm end late..
azy was lyk.."omg! dinner at west coast hawker centre la!!"
den i got excited too!!
made our way there..
excellent food! i had mutton chop!!
fuyooo!!
azy n i spent our time talkin about newtown..de whole widuri/ahmad/laila/zahh/jon/almost everyone we know issues..
haha..
brought back lots of memories..
left ard 8 plus..
overall, was a great day!

2008-01-04T12:45:00.000-08:00

well..life has been pretty good...

i've with someone who knows me well..

hu understands me for hu i am..

n is willing to accept me as i am..

above all, he loves me alot..and i can't imagine being without him..

a few months ago, i was trying to solve a prob with someone who din care..

i din realise that de right guy for me could be right next to me..

listening to all my problems..helping me when i'm not well..

giving a shouder to lean on..

but thank god..i realised it soon enough..

now..i'm thinkin abt how life would have been if i had chose to ignore de platter of gold left in front of me..

i would still be cursing and swearing guys for being insensitive..

i would still be doing my best to stay away from love..

i would still be insisting that being single is de best way to lead my life..

but things change..especially when u meet someone who u know u wanna spend de rest of ur life with..

even if problems arise..even if de society disagrees..even if de fam n friends refuse to accept..

it's my guy..n it's my life..

even now..he's stressed up over some guy hu sent me some stupid testi on friendster..

if he ever meets de guy, he will kill him!

haha..that's how he is..

he stays up all night, thinkin abt me..

no one has ever done that for me..

to tell de truth, it brought tears to my eyes..

while i was up watchin a movie..he was up thinkin of me..

it made me realise jus how much i meant to him..

how big of a role i play in his life..

we're in de midst of a 3 week break from skl..

we met up a few times..

n each time we part..he has dis look on his face..

i know he doesn't want me to leave..

i know he would love to just hold me tight..

i know he would want me in his arms..

even as i walk away from him..

i feel lyk turning back and not leaving his side..

but we both know tt we can't do that..

he knows tt i would be sad if he looks sad..

so he tries to smile and look happy..

but i know wat's going on inside him..i know how he feels..

cos i'm feelin de same way..

when my parents shout at me..i jus wanna call him..n hear his voice..

somehow it makes me feel much beta..makes me more calm..

i have cousins, best friends and godsiblings to turn to when i'm down..

but it's nth compared to having ur bf tell u that everything is going to be ok..

my past..is not something tt i'm proud of..

i have had terrible experiences with guys, which somehow led to..me being insecure when it comes to relationships..

but when i'm with him..i dun have a reason to feel insecure..

he makes me feel lyk as though i'm de most important thing ever..

i'm his princess..n he's my golden devil..

to my dearest ramu..

i love you :)

2008-01-03T17:01:00.000-08:00

"I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there."

2008-01-01T18:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!
well..
de fam did not plan a new yr party dis yr..
cos sivan n kums were partyin on a ferry with cousins from de other side..
so my fam n de sivaji fam decided to meet up for dinner..
but sivaji sithappa had work and would be super late..
so we decided to order pizza..
we checked with both canadian n pizza hut..
both said tt they could deliver pizzas n all..
so mum decided to call koma n murali to come over too..
den their mum wanted to make custard..so she came too!
callled de pasir ris fam, but they were occupied with skl and work..
so..it was the few of us..
pizza came at ard 9 plus..
koma's dad came after going to the temple..
started de dance floor after tt..
WAS AWESOME!!
after not dancing for such a long time..it was GREAT!
suthev finally danced with us..lol..
played games after tt..
waited for sivan, kums and sivaji sithappa to come..
sivaji sithappa came at 11.59..
hahaha..
sivan n kums came at ard 2..
resumed dance floor!!
kums was comin up with some funny dance steps..
after tt..discussed abt sivan's 21st bdae..
slept at 5..
woke up bcos of kaveri athai!
she was shoutin at god-knows-who..IN DE ROOM!
bleah!
de boys n sivan went down to play soccer..
dad, sivaji sithappa, nadaraj mama n mum went down with them..
rest of us chilled at home..
legs were in terrible pain!
aiyooo!!
spent de rest of the day just sittin ard..gossipin abt ppl..
they all left abt half an hr ago..
soooo damn tired..ZZzzzz

2007-12-28T15:43:00.000-08:00

well..

xmas has been fun!

i still have 1 more party to attend on sunday..

have aredi attended 3 of them..

all from de same family..

dis is wat happens when there r many siblings in a family..

but it's FUN!!

xmas day itself was lily aunty hse..

drove to sivan's hse 1st..cos daddy was not sure how to drive to serangoon north..

sivan knew the way..so she drove us there..

de usual ppl..a few add-ons..

haha..

van's friend came over..

super pretty..

sanjeev was washin eyes!

haha..

nice gal..

dance floor was great!

de twins refused to dance with us..

dunno y la...

sivan was super pissed..lol..

after tt..was karoke..old songs n all..

van dressed up as MJ..danced for sexy back..with mel n sam

den de 3 sistas..mel, van n fel danced the chinese song..

with joe uncle as the main singer!

totally hilarious!!

on the 26th was mary aunty hse..

karoke..

we had to sing..n de programme would tell us our points..

suguna sithi had 98/100..

lily aunty had 97..

i was soo worried tt i would fail or something..

but i got 96! yay!

mummy decided to sing..lyk finally..

n she got 97!!

"the programme got problem la..confirm!!" - suthev

hahahaha...evil..

yst was selvi aunty hse..

deal or no deal was on..

we were all soo into de game..

haha..

when de guy lost big $$..we were all lyk, "OHHH!!!"

hahaha..

played games..danced..

we did line dance for a tamil song..

super super fun..

the men played poker..as usual..

food was gd!

dessert was excellent!

de one thing tt i reli luv abt xmas is de food!

fuyoooo!!

haha..

2007-12-23T21:49:00.000-08:00

well..

went to sharon sithi's hse on friday..

sivan helped her out with some computer stuff..

de pic above..her entire collection of sandra bullock movies..

fanatic man!

dinner was gd..

watched predator..

i luv tt movie..

so we borrowed a few movies..

sivan stayed over..

de parents were still awake when we reached home..

chat awhile..

de parents went to sleep..

sivan n i watched practical magic..

i've aredi watched it twice, still liked it..

mum, dad, sivan n i went to the mgr show at rp on sat..

met up with sharon sithi, koma, kaveri athai n murali..

sivaji sithappa n suguna sithi..

say lily aunty n vanessa..but they took the bus..

de rest of us walked to rp..

met a few familiar faces at rp..

show was not too bad la..

they din allow us to bring our breadtalk food into the auditorium..

so sivan, vanes, murali n i sneaked out to eat!

super hungry la!

spent the rest of our time gossiping..

vanes was tellin us her life story n all..

after tt..went to west coast for dinner..

dinner was ard 11 plus..omg..

reached home at ard 1..

de parents were super tired..

sivan n i continued our sandra bullock "movie marathon"

watched 28 days..

sivan left a few hours ago..

super bored now..

ramu is being a kuku!

as usual..

manu n everton..87 mins now...score is 2-1..

shall continue watchin de match now...

2007-12-19T23:24:00.000-08:00

yay!
haha...
well..ramu n i met in bishan..
makan lunch at the coffee shop..
went to PS!
walked ard..
went to This Fashion to buy dresses for xmas!
tried a few..
den miss dramaqueen walked in with her bf!
n started going crazy over the dresses!
anyhow only..pick dresses..ask me to try.
had to keep remindin her tt my dad will hit de ceiling if i wear dresses tt r not appropriate n all.
tried sooo many dresses..
rizal and ramu had to hold our bags n flowers..
so cute!
they commented alot on the dresses!
haha..was funny la..
went to 3 different This Fashion..
finally bought 3 dresses..
one's black, de other is brown with some design thingy and the last one is blue!
lepak at coffeebean after all tt shopping..
rizal n his weird sound effects and hand gestures..
super hilarious!
ramu cannot tahan sia..
ppl in de coffeebean were givin us dis "look"
hahaha..
left orchard at ard 8 plus..
showed de dresses to de parents..
super sians.....:)

2007-12-18T22:30:00.000-08:00

1 MONTH AREDI!!!
haha..
met up with ramu today..
he was s'pose 2 meet me at 12.30..
but he's nvr punctual!!
ok..maybe sometimes la..
went to jp to watch hitmen!
i got confused over de train system n all..
so..there was no time to makan lunch..
jus bought nachos!
de movie...not too bad la..
de guy killed so many ppl la..
stress!
haha
met sivan at prata hse..
saw muru there..
cannot tahan la..
ramu n i went to 7-11..
so tt we wouldn't have to listen to his grandfather stories..
he talked bullshit..as usual..nth new there..
he left at ard 5 plus..
thank god!
we de 3 of us..chat chat..
den sivan left..
ramu n i went to amk..lepak!
haha..
tmr..going shoppin!!
yay!!
with azy..rizal..n ramu!!
have many dresses to buy!
can't wait!

2007-12-17T22:26:00.000-08:00

well...we celebrated sembi's bdae on sat!!
yay!!
haha..
we took many many photos..
200 plus.
omg..
cam whores la sial..
sembi athai was surprise to see us..haha..
she suspected that ppl were comin on sun..
cos she saw all de beer in de refrigerator..
HAHA!
anyways..we were s'pose 2 order pizza..
but some of us cooked food n stuff..
so there was enuf food to go ard..
haha..
sara ana n sabrina akka joined us..
they look so cute n happy together..
we had fun la..
had some song competition..
i jus luv fam gatherings!

2007-12-16T20:27:00.000-08:00

"The clouds are gonna clear and the sun is gonna shine again"

2007-12-14T23:42:00.000-08:00

last day of skl today..
well..not exactly la..
cos after de 3 weeks break, we still have 4 weeks of skl left!
but but..hu cares?
as long as it's a holiday, we're HAPPY!!
so so..
we decided to order pizza for lunch..
i 4got to bring de $50 that mandy (our previous enterprise faci) gave me the last time..
she wanted us to use it to start some class fund thingy..
anyways...
dei was kind enuf to pay de $50..
de rest of us paid $3 each..
4 large and 2 medium canadian pizzas..
was ard $107..
not too bad la..
sent mann n vinod down to get cups and buy ice.
cos de drinks that were provided was not cold!
haha..
so we ate as a class..class bonding la..
since fri was culture..n our culture faci rocks balls..
we were kinda slack la..
haha..
ramu de cuckoo din come to skl..
cos he was lazy..
haha..
skl ended...waited for him to come..
ate dinner at banquet!
nice nice...

2007-12-12T11:16:00.000-08:00

hahaha..
yst was fun fun fun!!
math module was screwed up!
din understand a single shit..
so many many many ppl in the class decided to cabot!
we went to the library..
lorenzo chilled with his gf..
but they left cos his gf was not feeling well..
abi, mann and vinod played x-box..
shila watched them play..
kin was watchin heroes..
hidayah, azura, aini and i makan at W4..
i met my eye candies yst!!2 indian guys...1 malay guy...
fuyoooo!!
super hotness!
so so..
kin and de girls played the game of life..
abi n shila left..
the other guys came out and we played guess who!
fun fun
after tt, we went into some room and played charades!!
omg omg..
mann, vinod and kin foong was in one team..
de girls were in another team..
theme was movies..hilarious!!
vinod and his nonsense!
tt round, both teams..was a draw!
changed teams after tt..
vinod, aini and azura was in 1 team..
mann, kin foong, hidayah and i were in another..
this time..de theme was music artists..
cannot tahan sia!!
hahahahah..
my team won!!
yay!
we left after tt…ramu n i went to makan at roti prata house!!
delicious!

2007-12-11T21:08:00.000-08:00

it was uncles' bdae on friday..
so we decided to have a surprise bdae party for him on sunday!
we decided to meet under their block at 6..
de fam was on time!!
woohoo!!
uncle was super surprised..
he was lyk, "i thought only sivan n kums coming?!?"
haha..
since it was pot luck, each family brought food..
was reli good..
since koma did not know tt we were comin, she bought a small cake..
black forest..yummy..
but sivan also bought a cake..from breadtalk..
super super yummy..
hemma n i shared the black forest cake..brought the cake home..
haha.
lots of singing..
took a few vids..
fam gatherings r always fun..
koma was tellin me some gossips abt one family member.
such a coward la..
cannot make it..
we were so pissed la..
anyhow only..

2007-12-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

well..it was the beats encore performance today!!!

went with fiq, yun, soffian and a few others

met nara's mum and sis..

de show started at ard 7.30..ended at ard 9.30..

was great!!

de drummers were damn gd!

MISS NARAYANEE WAS EXCELLENT!!

she bellydanced to the drum beats..

ganesh was one of those playin the drums..

she was damn gd..

all de malay guys in the studio were super excited..

hahaha..

they kept on givin weird sounds and all...

haha..

took videos of some of de performances..

anyways..de boys have been dearly missed by yun n me!!

yun n i started fighting over fiq n soffian..as usual..

hahaha..

yun sprayed her gucci perfume on me..

i felt lyk i was in heaven la..

even though i had britney spears' fantasy on..

it's nth compared to gucci..

gucci was super super super HEAVENLY!!

bloody hell..

grrrrr..

i want it!

2007-12-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

well...attended sithappa's wedding on wed..

honestly, i din know i had to call him sithappa, until wed la..

so wateva.

weddin was ok la..

i mean..loads of family politics..

but we'll pull through..

well..since we were served some peanut thingy..

i jus took a handful la..

i mean..i was starvin..

my mum was lyk.."keep some for other ppl la!"

i'm lyk.."there's SOOO much la!!"

grr grr..

sivan was damn happy tt i took more..

she ended up stealin some from me...

dumb dumb..

well..when they gave the rice for throwin at de bride and groom..

i took alot also la!

my mum n sivan were lyk.."OMG!! take abit only la!"

den might as well dun take right..

since we're gonna bless de couple...

might as well take more la..

*tsk tsk*

food was gd..but could not enjoy it..

since i was sufferin from menstrual cramps..

irritating shit.

2007-12-02T14:31:00.000-08:00

went to watch the tattooist yst...
omg omg..
haha..
jason behr is SO FREAKIN HANDSOME!!!
he looks so damn super SEXY..
especially with all the tattoos on his body..
tt gal is one lucky bitch man!
grr grr...
the movie was gd la..
spiritual stuff..
well, i actually have this goal in mind la..
i wanna get a butterfly tattoo on the back..
u know..in a few yrs time..
hahahah..
maybe maybe..
but after watchin the movie..
i'm having 2nd thoughts la..
scary balls man..
*shivers*

2007-12-01T14:19:00.000-08:00

well...
the 4 of us went out on mon..
marina square..
walked ard..talkin crap..
went to play arcade..
azy n rizal played the "zet zet zet kaboom!"
hahaha..
was fun watchin them play..
de 4 of us played daytona!
haha..
ramu n i won the first round..
azy n rizal won de 2nd one..
ok la..balance..
hehe..
since i've already watched enchanted..
ramu n i decided to watch bratz..
n since azy n rizal had aredi watched bratz..
they watched enchanted!
hahah..
movie was ok la..friendship stuff..
went to makan at some foodcourt thingy..
not too bad la..
but de food quite ex la..
went to esplanade after tt...roof terrace..or wateva it's called..
lepak there..
den went home!
YAY!

2007-11-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

party at sivaji sithappa's hse was fun!!
van n fel were busy killin each other...verbally..
mel n i spent our time smiling at them..
hahaha..
all de cuzzies were there..
most of de family friends were there too!
lol..
food was gd..
sang a few songs..
laughed at a few ppl..
drank alot!
muhaha..
since it was the twins bdae..
had a cake cutting session..
not too bad la...
left de hse at ard 12 plus...
kumaran n murali stayed over with them..

went to koma's hse today..
de usual gossips..
the twins..their parents..kumaran n murali came over at ard 7..
had lyk..fried rice..roti john..
nice nice...
I LUV DE 18TH OF NOVEMBER!!!
hehehe...

2007-11-10T12:08:00.000-08:00

deepavali was fun fun fun!

haha..

mum's side came in the morning..

spent our time gossiping and watchin some tamil vcd thingy..

haha..

they were comparing if old tamil songs were beta den the new ones..

haha..

the conclusion was tt, old is always gold..

so wateva!

haha..

hemma n family came ard 3 plus..

i wore de pink sari! heh..

helped put make-up for hemi n div div..

by the time we got ready, was abt 5 plus..

took many many pics...

sivaji sithappa came with our family friends..

many many ppl..

hse bcame super crowded...

had a few laughs..

sivan n kums came ard 9 plus..

de family friends left the hse at ard 11..

the rest of us..sang songs and gossiped..

cousins left at ard 1 in the morning..

helped clean the hse..

slept at 3...Zzzzz

2007-11-03T21:37:00.000-07:00

"I can’t stay mad at you for too long, that’s wrong"

2007-11-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

went to sim lim square with ramu..

haha..

jee told me to get de memory card at some shop..
we went round in circles..
couldn't find the shop la!!
haha..
couldn't even find the directory..muhahaha!
finally bought the card at some motorola shop thingy..
called mum..she was having lunch with bro..
met her..intro ramu..
haha..he was super paiseh..
no idea y..haha..
ate at tekka market..
went to wid's hse..
ramu super paiseh to come up to de hse..
met ahmad at de lift area..
went up to de hse..
lots of chinese kids playing cards n stuff..
lots of food too..
some of wid's friends came..
2 of the guys hu were there..have something for her..
haha...
we were chatting with ahmad about some problem..
our usual gossips..
was glad to have met them all..
wid n de boys were all dressed in black..
nice nice..i like..
haha..
i'm aredi missing them..
hope to see u ppl again!!

2007-11-01T10:15:00.000-07:00

"I'm blue in the face with a choking regret"

2007-10-28T19:29:00.000-07:00

lalala...
went over to de twins hse yst..
watched sivaji..lyk finally..
hahah..
was ok la..
i only liked the songs..
de boys went down to play soccer..
n since i was so super tired..n lazy..
i jus slacked..watched thirumalai..hahah..
the boys came back..de usual shits..
all of us watched wrestling in de room..
de twins gave me a massage!!
so nice..let's not even talk abt satheesh la..
only know how to sit down n block the tv..
sithi made nasi lemak..for dinner..
was damn gd...
i ate so much..felt super bloated..
sithi was making pinapple tarts..
she gave me some! yum yum..
went home..watched ghajini..
ahh..surya...jus kill me man..
he's so freakin cute..haiz..

anyways, jus finished makin murukku!!
with de parents
yum yum..
abt 4 hour plus la..
but it was all worth it!
murukku looks and tastes super gd!!
YAY!

2007-10-22T23:48:00.000-07:00

"Shut up and listen to your life"

2007-10-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

yes..i have been missing for some time..

lazy la..

haha..

well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEMMA!!!

haha...

hemi n i had a fun chat in de middle of the night..

gossipin abt u-know-hu...doing u-know-wat..

lalala..

so anyways..

watched dawn of the dead with ramu!

it was horrible..

too much gore..

made me feel very....ewwwwww!!

haha..

n very emo..cos de actress had to kill de baby..

spent most of my time hiding behind ramu..

haha..

we were so into movie..

wanted to try to finish watchin it n all..

but SK wanted to go CWP..

lalala..

makan at banquet...with ramu..

we were busy tellin each other stories..

about his family..abt my friends..

haha..

fun fun..

ramu says that if i'm still single at 27..

HE WANTS TO MARRY ME!!

muhahah..

heh..

2007-10-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

"Looks are only skin deep"

2007-10-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!

haha..it's koyak's bdae!
it has been a long time since i last saw zach..
de rockster seems to be very busy..
hahaha..
so anyways..skl has been ok..i guess..
haha..
soo many ppl think tt ramu n i are together..
which we r not..
*tsk tsk*
ramu, jordan n i had a damn hilarious lunch man..
talkin about bull, cow and monkey all..
fuyoooo!! hahaha
cannot tahan sia..indian guys have de weirdest nicknames man!
after skl, ramu n i were busy helpin SK..
wahh..tt gal..
she's damn rude la..
we were lyk..WTF?
some indian fellow purposely knock into me..
when i was waitin for 963..
he's most prolly 30 or 40 something la!
anyhow knock..den walk away..
lyk bloody obvious la!
screwed up!
saw SHAFIQ when i was walkin back home!
reminded me of de fun times we has in pri n sec skl..
haha..
saw shiva n de gf after tt!
hahaha..
wat a day! :)

2007-10-09T23:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

well!
haha..went to hemi's hse on sat..
to celebrate navamani athai's bdae!!
haha..
was fun la..
hemi, div div n me had a fun time gossiping..
haha..yay man!
dinner was gd..fried rice abit screwed up..but not too bad la..
sivan drove me home!!
*claps*
i slept most of the way home..
lalalalala..
no comments over there..

2007-10-06T12:56:00.000-07:00

"Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price"

2007-10-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

azy n her new phone!
haha..
took a few pics in the bus in de morning..
some sambrani sleeping behind..
spoil the pic only..
haha..
anyways skl was ok la..
some theory..Occam's Razor thingy..
only 14 ppl turned up for class
the rest were lepakin in the library..
playin games n stuff..
haha..
breakfast was with de usual ppl..
guys were talkin abt some guy hu committed suicide recently..
jus bcos of some gal.
i mean..wat a waste la!
to die for a gal..
was jus thinkin...today de person is alive..
tmr..de person is dead n u wun be seeing him or her anymore..
sucks man..
anyways..lunch was damn fun la..
yun joined us..
SK was lyk talkin abt her..usin chicken as some double meaning shit..
haha..hilarious..
they went to carpark to smoke..
yun wore one of ramu's rings and refused to give it back...
both were fightin for the ring la..
funny lyk hell...
yun n i went up to ramu's class..
was chattin with farah abt some gal..hehe
after skl..lepak with de indian guys..
some vicky guy joined us..
one damn funny fellow la..
culdn't stop laughing..
after tt..went to CWP with ramu..
walk ard..went into popular store..courts..haha..
he was tellin me about nanthini..
haha..
walked to some kopitiam..make me walk so far!!
sians..
talked abit..
went home..
2 indian fellows sat in front of me in de train..
kept on smiling at me..aiyo...but 1 of them quite cute la..
hahah..

WAHH..DAMN TIRED LA!!

2007-10-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

haha..
well..
had an interesting day today..
SK was finally in skl..
din see him for a long time..
azy was irritating..de whole puasa thingy..
wah lau..
hahaha..
ramu was busy going thru the songs in jordan's phone during 1st breakout..
he kept saying, "UGLY LA THE SONGS ALL!!"
haha..
cannot tahan la..
i nearly choked on my hot chocolate!
2nd breakout was jus super horny la..
yun and nara joined ramu, jordan n i for lunch..
typical of yun..
she started her nonsense..
she even looked at some places where she should not have been lookin..
haha..
jordan was super stressed up la..
all de vulgarities..
since they were in tamil..yun only understood a few of them..
haha.
well, she got the main picture la..
nara was too quiet..dunno la..
anyways, after skl..slacked with ramu..
kukumaran decided to come to skl to play soccer..
he lepak with us..ate my hot n spicy crackers..
den went off..
ramu n i went to watch them play soccer..
den we left la..
super tired sia..Zzzz

2007-10-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

"He wouldn't understand"

2007-09-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

well!
haha..
had an interesting call at 4.16 in the morning..
*winks to azy, jeeva and ahmad*
anyways..went out with azy, ahmad, jee and rizal..
makan at sakura..far east..
was super crowded sia..
so we had to come back after 1 hour 45 mins..
sians..
went ard..azy bought herself a new carlo rino wallet..
nice nice..
as usual, ahmad was full of shit..
hahaha..
dinner was de funniest!
haha..
thai red ME!!
hahaha..
azy kena bully lyk hell sia..
but it was worth it!
haha..
after dinner, azy n rizal went off..
jee, ahmad n i went to mac for ice-cream..
where ahmad kept on drippin ice-cream on himself..
he wipe himself...AND THE ICE-CREAM ITSELF!!
haha..wat a gundu!
he lied to me abt de bloody 4 seasons hotel..
something abt de light on top changing colours according to seasons..
i actually believed him la!
grrrr..
he sounded so convincing la!!
went to clem with them..
ahmad n jee went to play pool..
haha..
manu n chelsea..31 mins now..
still no goal..
haha..

2007-09-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

well..the week has been quite fruitful..
got to know some cuckoos..
ramu..jordon..shri..
wat can i say abt ramu?
hmm...he looks lyk a kuppai..but..hahaha..
he's definitely different la..
busy chasin after some chindian..
enjoys laughin at me..
lyks to eat biscuits tt i buy..
always wants me to lunch with jordon n him..
always wants me to lepak with them..
or more lyk FORCE me to lepak with them..
says that with me ard, he's not bored..
tt bcos he spends 3/4 of the time laughin at me..
but lepakin with them is fun la..
since they always have somethin to say about ppl..
all the funny comments..n reactions..lol..

hmmm..jordon..
he lyks to fan himself when i walk pass..
RP air-con problem i think..
hahahahaha..
lyks to listen to music..play keyboard..
kinda emo every now n then..
but ok la..

shri..hahahahha
FIGHTER BY DAY, LOVER BY NIGHT!!
hahah..
we love to tease him abt de whole fighter thingy..
kumaran keeps askin him to admit tt he lyks me..
i'm lyk..WTF?
speakin of kumaran..
tt gundu deleted my ringtone..so tt he can TAKE A PIC OF HIMSELF!!!
grr grr..

introduced YUN to them..
haha..ramu was lyk, "sial la..her hair...i lose to her sia!"
they also want her to lepak with them..
since she's "half-indian"..
with gd tamil speakin skills..
hahahaha
ah well..
life's ok i guess..

chatted with sri a few days ago..
i dunno wat to say la..
we'll see wat happens la..
has tt conversation between us increased my hopes??
hmm..i dun have tt answer either..
somehow it made me more worried..
haiz..

2007-09-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

"நினைகத் தெரிந்த மனமே, உனக்கு, மறக்க தெரியாதா?

பழக தெரிந்த உயிரே, உனக்கு, விழக தெரியாதா?"

2007-09-15T16:01:00.000-07:00

"This sad story always ends the same,
me standin in the pourin rain,
it seems no matter what i do,
it tears my heart in two"

2007-09-14T17:18:00.000-07:00

"You made me cry...
You tore me apart..
You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..
It wasn't your fault..
I guess it was me..for love can't be forced..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..now that i know..
Because for some reason..my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once.. to get over you..
but you make it so hard.. with cute things you do..
I thought love was joy..but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..tears..and a little more pain..
The day the pain started ..reality came too..
It was the day i realized ...

I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU..."

i read this from a gal's blog..she's a friend of hemma..
it made me realise tt there are other gals going thru de same shit tt i am..
when i read tt post, i seem to have dis connection with a gal tt i barely even know..
it's exactly how i feel abt him..
i mean..
up to dis day, i wonder if he knows anythin at all..
i can see lil changes in him n all..
n tt's a gd thing..
i dunno how i reli feel at dis point of time..
but when he comes online..it brings a smile to my face..
when he msgs me..i still feel my heart beat faster..
when i see him outside..it reminds me of de times we had in sec skl..
n i realise tt i want him more den anything else..
but i know tt he does not share de same feelings..
yes hemma..i know i have to move on..
but when i reli can't do it..
when my heart does not permit it..wat can i do?
i wanna sit down and talk to him abt dis..
but i dunno wat it will result in..
if it's gonna make him stop talkin to me..stop crackin jokes..
den i would rather leave things as they are..
but can i go on? without knowin how he feels?
can i move on? when i finally know?
how much will his answer affect me?
when there are so many things to take into consideration..i jus dunno wat to do..
i can't seem to decide..
sometimes..he hints tt we may be together..
other times..he jus feigns ignorance..
i feel lyk i'm pushin against de wall..wantin de wall to move..
but knowin tt it never will..
with scratches and bruises on my hands, feet and shoulders..and in my heart..
i jus lean against de wall..n cry my heart out..
still hoping tt de wall will somehow move..
it nvr will..

2007-09-11T17:57:00.000-07:00

"Got up on the wrong side of life today"

2007-09-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SRI!!!

even though u will nvr read this..
at least i dun 4get ur bdae..
lyk how u have been 4getting mine..
for de past 5 yrs..
so wat?
no biggie..

on a different note, went over to sivan akka's hse in de morning..
makan lunch there..
sembi attai was naggin me abt how little i eat..
ah well...
sivan n i went to junction 8 to watch Hairspray..
omg!!
zac efron is LOVE!!!
he's jus so goddamn adorable!
anyways..after de movie..
went to Peninsula Plaza..
only 2 find out tt sivan got de wrong place..
de place tt she wanted to shop in was OPPOSITE Peninsula Plaza..
wat a cuckoo!
she bought 2 shirts..some gloomy colours..
i bought SHADES!!
woot!
we went over to Sharon sithi's hse..
ordered pizza..watched the longest yard..
took cab home..
jus found out tt i'm in W34R...
lots of my previous classmates r in W1..
sians..
arfa is in my class! yayness!
syed is on de same level again..
de new semester is startin soon..
bleah!

2007-09-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

hey..
life has been pretty boring..
every1 is going out, except ME!
sians..
2dae, de sens ppl were s'pose 2 meet..
but some couldn't make it..
CANCELLED again!
sians..
thought culd meet tmr..
but also cannot..

on a different note, syed has OFFICIALLY influenced me!!
hahaha..
now i have a thing for spanish..

"me digo que esté sobre ti, pero apenas vivo una mentira"

2007-09-05T14:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAKIEEE!!!!

well..
kums n sivan akka came over yesterday..
went to makan at bukit timah..
we even sat at de same place tt we sat de last time we were there..
haha..
de usual abangs...
ate alot sia..tsk tsk..
took many many pics..
walked ard..
sivan, my mum n i were plannin "ladies night" for all de ladies in de family..
kums heard us talking..
so he and my dad agreed on having a "guys night"..
haha..
they jus wanna sit down..drink..watch soccer..den sleep..lol..
GUYS! *shakes head*

2007-09-02T22:13:00.000-07:00

"You ran all over me and left your footprints on my heart"

2007-09-02T21:49:00.000-07:00

hey hey!!
attended saravanan n sabrina's wedding yesterday..
was 1 of de earliest there..
helped sivan to sprinkle panneer on de arriving guests..
made new friends..with gowri akka and vicky akka...
i felt super young la..they were all above 21..
they thought i was 20..n that sivan was younger den me..
hahahaha..
had some confusion on where to stand and stuff..but we settled it..
for abt 2 hours...we did de sprinkling of panneer...
so basically we saw every1 hu attended the wedding..
saw 2 guys from RP..
ganesh and his friend...his SUPER CUTE FRIEND!!
haha..
ganesh tried to run away from gowri akka n me..since we were de ones sprinkling panneer..
so i purposely sprinkled lots panneer on him..
haha..
koma n her mum M.I.A..no comments there..
went up to de stage area..jus in time la..to see de ending of de wedding..
which is basically de most important part..
once de wedding was over..went to meet sens ane n kala akka..
took photos n stuff..
was tellin divya abt de SUPER CUTE GUY..
haha...
n i found out something yesterday..
divya only LOOKS innocent..basket sia..
anyways..we slacked at de stage area bcos de makan area was packed with ppl..
makan with de family..chat abit..
left ard 10 plus..
came back..watched soccer match..
manu was playin lyk shit..lucky saha scored de bloody goal...1-0
how crappy..