Sunday, November 09, 2008
hey..
it's been a while since i blogged..
deepavali has been fun..
still have another hse to go to next sat..
anyways..dis weekend..i did loads of thinking...
took a trip down memory lane..
thought abt the issues in my life that made a difference..
1) First day of secondary school..ahmad was the first guy who spoke to me..he gave me the nickname "Vi"..n cracked way too many lame jokes..we have been close friends since den...
2) The day i saw sri..he was insultin his friend hari..our eyes met..hari introduced us..it was a day that i could nvr 4get..it was the day i fell in love...he was my 1st love...
3) The day my self-esteem reached minus zero..despite everythin sri said abt me, i reli loved him..tried my best to be his girl..but things din work out the way i wanted them to..
4) The day i realised that friends reli make a difference in life..when a certain group of people were against wid..n she had no one else to turn to..she was so affected by it..but she had me..that day was the start of a beautiful friendship with her.
5) The day when zahh, wid and i went out together...only to realise that the 3 of us were so different...yet alike in some way tt we couldn't understand..it was also the day that the 3 of us became inseparable..
6) The day when a certain group of people were against me...gave me the silent treatment..it hurt alot and i realised that i should not have trusted my friends so much..
7) The day when azy decided to speak to me..to encourage me to change..to be a beta person..Mcdonalds..manicure..n a hug..we became best friends soon after tt...(we saw ahmad n fuyu in mac..bleah!)
8) The day zahh, wid and i realised that we had a "thing" for the cheese prata shop in pasir panjang..there was a week that we went there to eat..every single day..we even knew the guys who worked there..by name!...haha..(their nicknames were way beta though!)
9) The day an asshole called jonathon decided to split the 3 of us up...he was successful to a certain extent..i still hate him for tt..it was during this period of time tt zach decided to get all racist on me..n i slapped him..do i regret it? maybe a little..but he stopped being racist towards me since tt day..so it was a gd thing i guess..lol..
10) The day i took my GCE O'levels english oral..zahh, wid n i were asked to describe something abt friends..after the oral was over..we realised that we had used each other as an example to give to the invigilator..it was amazing to know tt we all felt the same way abt each other and abt our relationship as friends.
11) The day i got over sri..the 5 years..was not easy for me..but i managed to get over it...somehow..
12) The day i started work in sentosa flowers 2007..i met the most happening bunch of ppl..despite the short period of time tt we worked together..we managed to create a bond..something tt surprised us all..something that has lasted till today..
13) The day i met ramu..he looked lyk a kuppai..some weird hairstyle thingy going on..way too many rings..n way too many piercings..i told myself..this fellow..cannot make it..haha..
14) The day ramu n i added each other on msn..and had lunch together..it was the day tt something changed..i realised that his hairstyle..his whole "look"..had nth to do with the person that he is...
15) The day that ramu fed me fries in mac..we were not att..i dunno y...but it felt lyk as though we have been att for quite some time aredi..it was jus so romantic..he made me feel special..
16) My first date with ramu...there was a point of time when we were sittin beside each other..n he rested his head on my lap...i took his cap off..n stroked his hair..but we were not att..i dunno la..hahaha..but it was nice..
17) The day when ramu decided to accompany me to clem..from woodlands..i was in a
mess..there was so many things going on in my life..i jus cried and spilled all my problems to him..he was there for me..he listened to everything i had to say..he gave me a shoulder to cry on...it was the day when i realised tt i liked him..n vice versa...
18) The day when ramu asked me to be his girl..it was like some dream comin true..he told me tt i would make a gd gf..n he wanted to be with me..all a girl ever wants..is a guy who wants her back...so i said yes..i have nvr been so sure of anythin in my life b4..i knew i was makin the right decision..that day changed my life..
well...here i am now...
from sec skl to poly..
from heartbroken to loved..
life has changed so much for me...
but despite everything, i know tt i have ramu, zahh, wid, azy, zach, ahmad and jeeva ard..
n with them ard..i have no fears..
love u guys..
love you deep deep.
hey..