Tuesday, December 26, 2006
well...went to mary aunt's hse today..all de usual makkals were there..prayed, sang songs, danced n chilled..laughed at joe uncle's jokes..watched de guys play fifa 06..watched ashton play de piano..he's reli good..had interesting convo with sanjey ane..yup..haiz..everytime i'm in their hse, it always reminds me of my cousins..i mean..they r all so close..no problems among cousins..despite de age gap..it's reli nice to see them all so jovial..n so together..reli makes me wish tt my cousins n i culd be de same.we r so suspicious of one another..all de lies, jealousy n betrayal..we should reli put them all aside..things happen..but we have to move on.i wonder when dis problems r gonna be solved..sometimes i wish we culd go back to being young..lyk reli young..when we knew nth abt lyin..bitchin..when we loved each other..when we had fun, shoutin n screaming while on de swings in de playground..when we thought we understood each other..when we always look forward to meetin each other at family gatherings..haiz..when will things change??
love you deep deep.
