Thursday, November 23, 2006
haiz..i reli hate dis.my dad is working, working n WORKING!he works 7 days a week.leaves home at 11 n comes home at ard 11.30pm..on days tt i had skl, i din get to c him at all..nowadays.i oni get to c him for ard 1 hr each day.sometimes even lesser den tt.he has NO LEAVE!he has spinal problems..he's suffering from headache n terrible flu.he gonna be 50 soon.he's not young, dammit!he kena work lyk as though he's 20 something.de last time i had a proper conversation with him was b4 he started workin at dis mini mart.i can barely remember de last time we went out as a family.i know tt he works so tt my bro n i will have a bright future n all.but he's so stressed up over dis mini mart.he's doing so much.he's doing things tt he should not be doing.but he has to do it, cos there's no one else to do it.it wun kill to get more ppl to help him.at least he will not be so worried.he does not even sleep well nowadays..today, when he left for work, walking out de front door, it seemed lyk he wuld collapse any time.i keep prayin tt he reaches home safely.1 n a half hr journey from my hse to de bloody mini mart.i reli reli hate dis.i want to turn back time..i want my daddy back...
love you deep deep.
